When someone asks me "what i want?" i can only keep silent because i know what i want it harder to do and there . I knew it was a sign i dont want to like the effort but the fact is i've efforts and results ? "BIG ZERO" .What i want is never reached, there are times when i think "maybe god had other plans for me , i must be patient and steadfast" but what i get ? suddenly feel lost. People think i'm a bit closer to good, i'm less efforts . But i was so tired off all this , a hypocrite if i did not say i want to find my own world.
Perhaps also people think "if i dont hace any friends?" i would answer "i have a friend" but i dont know no one else friends who have time i hard forgive me if i feel like this but this is the reply i guess. There one or two friends who always accompany me but i dont know i could not explain .
I just hope there will be a change in my life . I could find again my spirit has been lost . I get out of all these problems .
I believe god is always with me even though sometimes i dont think so .
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